stop...First Jairo (22) dies almost 2 years ago from having a seizure in his sleep..
Then JP (32) died 2 weeks ago from a car accident..
Now Sam (25) who I knew since elementary school and was one of the first guy friends I met when I moved to Texas to treat me just like one of the guys has died...
I'm not use to having people die young...
My great-grandmother dying was a shock but I knew it'll happen someday..
But that was almost 5 years ago..